first post in 3 months

obviously, i am not so full of time to keep up with posting things here. i don't know how anelecia does it. but than, if anyone was reading this there would be more incentive i suppose. so much has happened i cant even begin to say it all. God is good to me. So good.
Please Lord, give me extra grace to be a blessing to those around me this quarter. I don't want this to be a typical winter of introspection and self-focus leading to a depressive pit. Daddy, you have set my feet upon the rock, let me not stray. Keep me close by your side. I want to be righteous and not self-righteous. I want to seek to love and not seek to be loved. Help me to rely on you, not on others. Thanks for hearing my prayers, even the ones whispered in the dark.