Oh Lord, I am so doubtful, forgive me. You are not going to abandon me, why am I lately so afraid of that? I know that you are all I need and that you are with me always, even unto the end of the age. I know that I am in the palm of your hand and that you will not lead me astray. You are God Almighty who made everything, and who saved me once eternally and who loves me. I do not need to know what you have in store for tomorrow, I will trust in you to hold my hand and show me the way. Teach me how to have the faith and innocence of a child. Help me to live rightesouly as a sacrifice to you. I want to start the year of right, but I feel that I may have already gotten off on a bad foot. Help me to change it, to start over. Thank you so much for the blessings of friends and fellowship, teach me to be a better friend. A friend loves at all times. Teach me to love my friends at all times, not just when I am in the mood. Forgive me for my wretched selfishness. Draw me after you oh Lord, let me hear your voice, let me see your face. For your voice is sweet and your face is lovely.
Thank you for being my Abba.