His Joy

oppressed but not crushed, struck down but not destroyed, blessed beyond the hardship, his promise will endure. His joys gonna be my strength.

I feel, when I let myself feel it, like a failure. i have always been an A's and B's student. I have never tried so hard at something and still failed. I'm disapointed, but I refuse to let it define me. I could easily breakdown about now, but for some reason the Lord has given me joy in the midst of all this. I am relieved it's over. I am glad for springbreak tomorrow. I am excited to hang out with my mom, and eat my stepdads yummy food. I can't wait to sleep in and watch old movies and just enjoy being away from this for a while. Lord, keep my heart focused on you while I am away. I don't want to fall into sin just because i wont have an acct. partner across the hall for a week. Portect me from uneccesary temptation. Bless the time away, so that I can come back refreshed and not discouraged. I thank you for getting me through the quarter. Please bless Lindsay, she hurts so much. wrap her up in your love, bring her relief Lord. Thank you Abba..