I am sitting here with a heavy heart. Today was kind of humbling. I can't belive I failed a test on fractions. It's so humiliating. Lord help me to remember that grades are not who I am. You have created me with talents and math just doesnt happen to be one of them. Your word says that I am fearfully and wonderfully made. It sure doesn't feel that way. Lord I just feel like crying and crying all over the place. I am glad that you are here with me always and that you know exactly what I am feeling. Help me to find peace in your word. I thank you for my mom and her constant love and support. I still feel so alone sometimes. Lord please! Quiet me with your love. Still my anxiety. Break down the barriers I build to keep people out and to keep you out. Please Jesus I need you.